Beyond the surface, deep in the flesh
There is a part of me I want to thresh,
My inner voice of self-destruction,
A sweet sound of mere seduction.
She taunts me in the most cruel ways,
Sometimes she doesn`t stop for days,
I scream at her, but she screams back,
Determination, she does not lack.
She picks and digs at a healing scab,
Attacks the lesion with a stab,
Opens the wound and pours the salt,
Stinging sensation leaves me at halt.
My inner demon knows what to say,
Won`t leave me alone for a single day,
She knows just what will make me ache,
If she continues I might just break.
The inner fight to win control,
She wants to get into my soul,
A place so sacred, I will not share,
It belongs to me, this I swear.
I`ll overpower you with my drive,
You will die and I`ll survive,
I don`t deserve the lies you say,
I will not stop until you go away.
In the end, you are to blame,
My dignity, I must reclaim,
You are the loser, for you are weak,
For this, my friend,
is the last time we speak.